Please don't read,I just needed to vent....a lot....:/
I wonder what would happen if I died today.right now.would anybody miss me?i don't
think so.at least not nearly as much as they say they would.they don't worry about me anymore though.i know this because of there actions.actions do speak louder than words after all don't they?i can tell them that I love them,and they never do say it back...the worst thing is there faces.she looked so terrified and discusted at the same time.iv never seen her like that.thats the day that I knew my happymask was getting better.she couldn't even tell that I had just died.that my heart had just broken beyo